I enjoy working. Feeling like I achieve.
I like it.
Why do I see so
Much
More than this though?
I’m no better…
But I seek more…
I use to adore fashion and take pride in my appearance because I enjoyed it.
Now I’m single again…I honestly don’t care and find it quite pompous to care too much…
Don’t feel like there’s a point looking pretty when there is no one to appreciate it.
There is one place I would like to go this evening…
But I know I need to refrain from being there.
What I would give to change things.
To yell at you would be a dream
But only if they’d turn around and say…
I had it all wrong.
Jesus is my refuge and strength.
There is no other way.
Want.
There’s one thing in this world I want and dream for. But I can’t have it.
A task, music, church use to be my domain. But I choose to pursue other things.
I still seek to be great. I still seek to live a Christian life. I still seek to be selfless and a lover of people.
However, I seek a life dedicated to family and friends. A life of love. Prosperity. A career in something I adore.
Although they may not understand. My eyes are still upon Christ, but my walk is on a different path.
It prob will not get me what I want…
But I know I will be better off for this.
